Danni Petrilak
BlackJack
Published April, 2021 in Willard & Maple Volume XXII's digital and traditional publication. Written for a college project.
I saw beauty in the imperfections
Of the hands life dealt,
The countless folds and flushes
Seemingly given at random,
That nagging belief
That they’re given to the favorites
Because even life has a favorite
And it’s obvious when it’s not you.
While some are dealt the easy hands
And simply make the choice to stay,
Others have to fight for it
Strategize their next move,
Pray for the ace of hearts but
Get that six of spades
What do you do
When your backs against the wall
When the only hope,
The only chance,
Is beating life at its own game
Each card a year, each suit a decade
We can only hold so many until
We bust
Because only the best few hit blackjack,
And even then,
It's only luck
But no amount of hits or holds can slow
The dealer down
For time doesn’t exist inside the casino of the universe
Inside thoughts and memories
Of the good and
Bad moments
Of every single card that flips
Face up against the table
Hit me.